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well summer's begun as i already mentioned, and yet it really fels like it's just a long weekend, waiting to end, and seeming to wait for school to be on the next day, many friends are departing for the states, one of my best friends left wednseday, and is never coming back, lindsay leaves for the states next sunday :'(  but she'll be back, and then she'll leave after another 3 weeks for good, (i still do love her though even if it doesn't seem like it, alot) matt may be leaving in august, very shity, i wont have anyoe to hang out with anymre, moving's a very shit thing, i mean, you meat new people, but then after you become the best of friends with them its always time to say goodbye...

well, i'll try to enjoy this summer as much as possible, much time will be spent with lindsay before she leaves, even though it'll just be harder when she leaves, but i dont want her to leave, she will be missed alot, good times will be spent with matt, as they are always good times, we talk here and there about life and the things instore for us, and things that are yet to happen and things we want to do,and maybe sometimes jesse will be there as well, which wil be cool, for nick, we will have to find a day that he isn't busy working and hang out and converse and what not, when bailey comes back, we will hang out for the day or 2 that she will be back, and then await her return in august...

i guess i have this summer planned out alittle, but it seems like its just flying past me, and people say time flies when you're having fun, im not sayinf im not having fun doing the things i am, but its not as much fun as last summer so far, and time's flying by way too fast...

for those that in the states, lauren have fun with lindsay, show her a good time, and enjoy your summer, say hi to mac for me, and it was good talking to you yesterday, we will have to meet up again sometime in the near future, like you said maybe when we're 18, (next summer) and then travel to amsterdam, or just hang out, cilla, i miss you alot, i haven't heard too much from you, you should give me a call, or e-mail me sometime, or somethingm you're also one of those friends that i hope to meet up with again later in life.

now, for the last person, i know you guys think im way too oppsessed with her, but yes, i just want to say something to her, (even though she's not gone yet), Lindsay, i know that you're not to happy with me right now, and if not, you didn't seem like you were last night, and im sorry, but yess, i really hope to have alot of fun with you for the time that you're still here, and hang out as much as possible, if i dont get too annoying, (lol) the time spent with you was a blast, even though sometimes we wouildnt be able to stand the sight of eachother or the sound, but i really enjoyed every bit of it, though we could've skipped the fighting, but hey that's life for you, so i guess what i' trying ot get out is that you have bween one of the best friends i've ever had, and that everytime i spend time with you i have fun in one way or another, and that you leaving will have a great impact on my life, (that goes for the rest of you too) i wont have anyone to call everyday and to listen to me whine about things, or just to talk to, or to ask to go places with me, eating lots and lots of food, or just being able to be in your presence. but yes i hope to see you again, and i will do everything to visit you and everyone else, but yeah, well i just wanted you to know, even though you're moving you will always be in my thoughts and memories, and i will miss you alot, and i do still love you alot, and care for you as for everyone else, and you will always have a special place in my heart.

well i guess that's it for now, i just had that stuff in my head, and felt that it had to be gotten out, so yes, just want you to know that you guys mean alot to me, but ok.

farewell for now.